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At taking leave of her, I made another appointment for the next day.
I did not make her wait. I found her in vestito di confidenza, in an
undress more than wanton, unknown to northern countries, and which I
will not amuse myself in describing, although I recollect it perfectly
well. I shall only remark that her ruffles and collar were edged
with silk network ornamented with rose-colored pompons. This, in my
eyes, much enlivened a beautiful complexion. I afterwards found it
to be the mode at Venice, and the effect is so charming that I am
surprised it has never been introduced in France. I had no idea of the
transports which awaited me. I have spoken of Madam de Larnage with
the transport which the remembrance of her still sometimes gives me;
but how old, ugly and cold she appeared, compared with my Zulietta! Do
not attempt to form to yourself an idea of the charms and graces of
this enchanting girl, you will be far too short of truth. Young
virgins in cloisters are not so fresh: the beauties of the seraglio
are less animated: the houris of paradise less engaging. Never was
so sweet an enjoyment offered to the heart and senses of a mortal. Ah!
had I at least been capable of fully tasting of it for a single
moment!- I had tasted of it, but without a charm. I enfeebled all
its delights: I destroyed them as at will. No; Nature has not made
me capable of enjoyment. She has infused into my wretched head the
poison of that ineffable happiness, the desire of which she first
placed in my heart.
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