Left to my own reflections, without a friend or
advice, without experience, and in a foreign country, in the service
of a foreign nation, surrounded by a crowd of knaves, who, for their
own interest, and to avoid the scandal of good example, endeavored
to prevail upon me to imitate them; far from yielding to their
solicitations, I served France well, to which I owed nothing, and
the ambassador still better, as it was right and just I should do to
the utmost of my power. Irreproachable in a post, sufficiently exposed
to censure, I merited and obtained the esteem of the republic, that of
all the ambassadors with whom we were in correspondence, and the
affection of the French who resided at Venice, not even excepting
the consul, whom with regret I supplanted in the functions which I
knew belonged to him, and which occasioned me more embarrassment
than they afforded me satisfaction.
M. de Montaigu, confiding without reserve to the Marquis Mari, who
did not thoroughly understand his duty, neglected it to such a
degree that without me the French who were at Venice would not have
perceived that an ambassador from their nation resided there. Always
put off without being heard when they stood in need of his protection,
they became disgusted and no longer appeared in his company or at
his table, to which indeed he never invited them. I frequently did
from myself what it was his duty to have done; I rendered to the
French, who applied to me, all the services in my power.
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