Happy would it have been for me, had I always
possessed the same wisdom; I should not be in the abyss into which I
am now fallen.
I was vexed at my own stupidity, and at being unable to justify to
Madam de Broglie what she had done in my favor. After dinner I thought
of my ordinary resource. I had in my pocket an espistle in verse,
written to Parisot during my residence at Lyons. This fragment was not
without some fire, which I increased by my manner of reading, and made
them all three shed tears. Whether it was vanity, or really the truth,
I thought the eyes of Madam de Broglie seemed to say to her mother:
"Well, mamma, was I wrong in telling you this man was fitter to dine
with us than with your women?" Until then my heart had been rather
burdened, but after this revenge I felt myself satisfied. Madam de
Broglie, carrying her favorable opinion of me rather too far,
thought I should immediately acquire fame in Paris, and become a
favorite with fine ladies. To guide my inexperience she gave me the
of which you will stand in need in the great world. You will do well
by sometimes consulting it." I kept the book upwards of twenty years
with a sentiment of gratitude to her from whose hand I had received
it, although I frequently laughed at the opinion the lady seemed to
have of my merit in gallantry. From the moment I had read the work,
I was desirous of acquiring the friendship of the author. My
inclination led me right; he is the only real friend I ever
possessed amongst men of letters.
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