Full of this idea, I thought I could do nothing better than show him
Micheli's memorial, which was really a scarce piece, and would prove I
was connected with people of consequence in Geneva, who were intrusted
with the secrets of the state, yet by a kind of reserve which I should
find it difficult to account for, I did not show him my uncle's
answer, perhaps, because it was manuscript, and nothing less than
print was worthy to approach the counselor. He understood, however, so
well the importance of this paper, which I had the folly to put into
his hands, that I could never after get it into my possession, and
being convinced that every effort for that purpose would be
ineffectual, I made a merit of my forbearance, transforming the
theft into a present. I made no doubt that this writing (more curious,
however, than useful) answered his purpose at the court of Turin,
where probably he took care to be reimbursed in some way or other
for the expense which the acquisition of it might be supposed to
have cost him. Happily, of all future contingencies, the least
probable, is, that the King of Sardinia ever should besiege Geneva,
but as that event is not absolutely impossible, I shall ever
reproach my foolish vanity with having been the means of pointing
out the greatest defects of that city to its most ancient enemy.
I passed two or three years in this manner, between music,
magistery, projects, and journeys, floating incessantly from one
object to another, and wishing to fix though I knew not on what, but
insensibly inclining towards study.
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