That has only once
happened, when a child, with a girl of my own age; even then it was
she who first proposed it.
In thus investigating the first traces of my sensible existence, I
find elements, which, though seemingly incompatible, have united to
produce a simple and uniform effect; while others, apparently the
same, have, by the concurrence of certain circumstances, formed such
different combinations, that it would never be imagined they had any
affinity; who would believe, for example, that one of the most
vigorous springs of my soul was tempered in the identical source
from whence luxury and ease mingled with my constitution and
circulated in my veins? Before I quit this subject, I will add a
striking instance of the different effects they produced.
One day, while I was studying in a chamber contiguous to the
kitchen, the maid set some of Miss Lambercier's combs to dry by the
fire, and on coming to fetch them some time after, was surprised to
find the teeth of one of them broken off. Who could be suspected of
this mischief? No one but myself had entered the room: I was
questioned, but denied having any knowledge of it. Mr. and Miss
Lambercier consult, exhort, threaten, but all to no purpose; I
obstinately persist in the denial; and, though this was the first time
I had been detected in a confirmed falsehood, appearances were so
strong that they overthrew all my protestations. This affair was
thought serious; the mischief, the lie, the obstinacy, were considered
equally deserving of punishment, which was not now to be
administered by Miss Lambercier.
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