Incessantly occupied with Rome and Athens, conversing,
if I may so express myself, with their illustrious heroes; born the
citizen of a republic, of a father whose ruling passion was the love
of his country, I was fired with these examples; could fancy myself
a Greek or Roman, and readily give into the character of the personage
whose life I read; transported by the recital of any extraordinary
instance of fortitude or intrepidity, animation flashed from my
eyes, and gave my voice additional strength and energy. One day, at
table, while relating the fortitude of Scoevola, they were terrified
at seeing me start from my seat and hold my hand over a hot
chafing-dish, to represent more forcibly the action of that determined
Roman.
My brother, who was seven years older than myself, was brought up to
my father's profession. The extraordinary affection they lavished on
me might be the reason he was too much neglected: this certainly was a
fault which cannot be justified. His education and morals suffered
by this neglect, and he acquired the habits of a libertine before he
arrived at an age to be really one. My father tried what effect
placing him with a master would produce, but he still persisted in the
same ill conduct. Though I saw him so seldom that it could hardly be
said we were acquainted, I loved him tenderly, and believe he had as
strong an affection for me as a youth of his dissipated turn of mind
could be supposed capable of. One day, I remember, when my father
was correcting him severely, I threw myself between them, embracing my
brother, whom I covered with my body, receiving the strokes designed
for him; I persisted so obstinately in my protection, that either
softened by my cries and tears, or fearing to hurt me most, his
anger subsided, and he pardoned his fault.
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