We suffer before we think; it is the common
lot of humanity. I experienced more than my proportion of it. I have
no knowledge of what passed prior to my fifth or sixth year; I
recollect nothing of learning to read, I only remember what effect the
first considerable exercise of it produced on my mind; and from that
moment I date an uninterrupted knowledge of myself.
Every night, after supper, we read some part of a small collection
of romances which had been my mother's. My father's design was only to
improve me in reading, and he thought these entertaining works were
calculated to give me a fondness for it; but we soon found ourselves
so interested in the adventures they contained, that we alternately
read whole nights together, and could not bear to give over until at
the conclusion of a volume. Sometimes, in a morning, on hearing the
swallows at our window, my father, quite ashamed of this weakness,
would cry, "Come, come, let us go to bed; I am more a child than
thou art."
I soon acquired, by this dangerous custom, not only an extreme
facility in reading and comprehending, but, for my age, a too intimate
acquaintance with the passions. An infinity of sensations were
familiar to me, without possessing any precise idea of the objects
to which they related- I had conceived nothing- I had felt the
whole. This confused succession of emotions did not retard the
future efforts of my reason, though they added an extravagant,
romantic notion of human life, which experience and reflection have
never been able to eradicate.
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