In return,
he could but press their tiny hands in his, or let his lean, feverish
fingers play with their golden curls. They kept calling him "Father."
"What are they saying!" murmured the Baron; "the blessing of being called
father I shall never know! What is life--without a home, without a
family round me! But these gifts only belong to fortune, and come with
it." Then looking from one lovely little creature to another, with his
dim and bloodshot eyes, he said, "And yet these children--these
children--" He could not finish his sentence, but again passed his hand
over his forehead; and the children became silent and awe-stricken, for
they saw that he was weeping to himself.
Not long after this, he ceased to know his wife, whom he called for
without ceasing; then he would bury himself deep in reading, without
recollecting a word of what he had read when he had ended. All that was
left to him was the memory of his young desires; the power of retaining
anything had passed away utterly. His ardor began to change into frenzy;
he was devoured with fever, and haunted with dream after dream that
tempted him to pursue them, and mocked him at the very moment when he
thought that he had reached them.
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